The Journey

In life we start out on a journey that doesn't seem to be the far. We start out on the thinking one way. On the path we choice we run into many hurdles and obstacles. These hurdles happen to bring out the things that are truly in our heart. These are things inside our heart like hurt, pain, lack of trust, and insecurities. These things deep in our heart are what make us who we are. These things are our greatest strengths and our even greater weaknesses. In life we can learn to use these things to help motivate us into the greatest that God has designed for us. I have learned over the last almost year that my gift and calling in God was created flawless. But it has been placed inside of a flawed vessel. God has placed my purpose inside of something that means it no good. Wow.. I didn't view my last statement like this until I typed it. Our purpose is great. Our flesh is what is going to teach us how to perfect it. We must learn to operate that greatness inside. The greatness is connected directly to God. Our greatest way to give him glory.
This journey is about understanding our purpose. Our purpose is our journey back to God. Our spirit has been given to us by God. He is allowing us to borrow His Spirit so that we can minister and witness to the souls that don't understand the connection that we have with the almighty Father. I am thankful for this understanding.
My journey is great. I am beginning to understand to my purpose. Not really understand but accept my purpose. I accept the call that is on my life. For the people that may read this don't look into with you "church" eyes. God has not called me to preach or anything like that. I have a unique calling that is not often used in this day. Or not used properly. I am thankful for my purpose. I want to always be in a place to effectively use my gift. This gift comes with such personal sacrifice. I must sacrifice as much time as possible to fasting and prayer. I must continually stay in a prayer mode. If I don't I may become cocky or overly confident and may misuse or abuse my gift. In the church world we have seen this all too often. This is when we begin to understand " gifts and callings are with repentance" ( Romans 11:29). I want my gift to be used used properly so that God my get all of the glory.
My journey has lead me to a serious fast. I have never fasted like this before. But I am sacrificing my food & tv for 7 days. If I turn the tv on and I will not be uplifted there is no point. I am listening to the bible daily because faith comes by hearing Romans 10:17. I am trying not to have vain conversations. I have learned since I dont sleep at night I need to be praying. Everytime I roll over at night I begin to pray.
I will not let the journey get the best of me. So often we let the journey and the hard times beat us down. I will make it to the end of my journey. This journey has great rewards. The race is not given to the swift nor the strong but who endureth to the end..(paraphrased- Ecc 9:11).

My journey is great but I know we all have our journey to take. Let us take our journey in complete confidence that God our Father has ensured us the victory if we endure...

Love you all,
Jayte

There's A Shifting

There's a shifting in the spirit realm. As there is a shifting in the spirit realm there is also a shifting in the temporal realm. When a shifting is happening in the spirit it causes great changes in our lives. Changes that bring us closer to God. Changes that brings us closer to purpose and our destiny. Having a great calling and purpose comes with many sacrifices. When a shift begins to happen it bring up many unresolved issues. You begin to see things totally different. You begin to see you for who you really are. You begin to see people for who they really are. During the shifting or move of God at times you often feel vulnerable. When you are vulnerable for this reason the people misunderstand your gestures, actions, and reactions.
Sacrifices are hard to handle at times. Time is the biggest sacrifice that is made by all. Times in which we are with our families and friends. Time is so important because its time that we can never get back. The times we may miss tucking our children in bed. Lost. The times we don't get to that load of laundry. Lost. That precious time loving the person the closest to you. Lost. All those sleepless night. Lost. You know what is crazy some people never realize the sacrifice that are made until either someone brings it to their attention or they see someone not making any sacrifices.
Having been on both sides of the spectrum it really hurts. When you begin realizing that you have sacrificed too much of your time. Also when you have nothing to sacrifice. Its so crazy that I understand this tonight. I am learning that there must be balance in all things. Why must there be a sacrifice when there is a shifting?? I guess to grow higher you are going to have to give up some things. I am growing and learning to know that I can grow higher and not put everything to the back burner as I once have before. I am thankful for the lesson tonight.
I will say this when there is a shifting going on because to tread carefully. In the spirit realm make the adjustments. In the temporal realm be mindful of the people you are connected to. They may not understand your shifting.

Thanks for listening
Jayte is still transitioning into greatness.

Determined

Good night all. I am writing this blog tonight about my own determination. I am determined to fight at all cost. I know many of the issues in my life that hinder me from being the great and powerful man God has called me to be. I have made it up in my mind to fight. I am going to have to fight like I have never fought before. We wrestle not against flesh and blood. I am going to have to fight this battle one week at a time. If I have to fast for a week at a time to get beyond my flesh and put it under subjection I shall. The only thing I can give to my flesh is death. I only thing I am going to give my spirit is life. Pray with me as I take this journey. I have been alone my whole life. Now I am going to be alone but deep in God... ok Lord here we go. Week one......

Sabbath

Well praise God from whom all blessing flow. I am going to this opportunity weekly to write something to the Lord. I want to say Happy Sabbath to all. I am praying that this sabbath may be a blessed sabbath unlike any other. I pray that this sabbath that the Holy Ghost fall like never before. I ask that we will open ourselves up for an out pouring. I have been up lately praying like never before. God has told me that we should brace ourselves. Some great things are going to happen. The spirit has begun to do a work like we have never seen before. Souls are going to be saved. Healing like never before. Cancer healed. Addictions healed. Diabetes healed. Homosexuality strongholds release.

"My anointing shall flow like never before. Never forget I know that plans that I have for you. I have brought you this far. I will carry you the rest of the way. Believe in me." God

Be blessed..

My eyes see clearly

I have been listening to the fantasia cd lately. I think its her best cd to date. There is this one song. Its called "I'm Here" its from the Color Purple sound track. There is this one line that stands out to me. "Got my eyes the don't see as far now but they see what they spose to". This is the deepest line I have heard in a song in a while. In life we ofter look a thing with young eyes. Missing the big picture. The older we get the clearer the picture becomes. We have had experiences that have shaped us into the men and women that we have become. These experience help us to understand life and God better. When we begin to see clearly we understand the will of God for our lives. This is the life we should be living. A life overflow. A life of peace. Who doesn't want this life? I have begun to see life differently again. Today I see the journey. The journey to peace and understanding. I have lost to great people in my life. They have only made room for some other people. The more I lose the more I shall gain. I am saying this to say don't look at your current circumstances. Look at the big picture and you will understand the choice that you must make and how yo will be able to make the choice. Love u all. Have a great night

It's time

Today I have realized it is time to move to the next level. I have been in the same place for so long. I have experienced so much over the last 12 months. Many highs and lows. The highs have been very high and lows have been underneath the dirt. I am thankful for every extreme. I love the man I am becoming. I am desiring so much right now. My desire to completely sell out to the Father. I want to be the best man I can be. I want to be the best father I can be. I want to be the best servant of God. I look over my life and all of my short comings and I realize they have mad me into the man that I am today. I want love the person that I am become. At times I don't recognize myself in the mirror. That is crazy because sometimes it is good and both bad. Its crazy that I started writing this almost a year ago. This is the apointed time and season. God I am thankful for this tonight.

OMG

Praise God!!! I am in a very weird place this morning. Lord have mercy. I have realized the journey in which I must take. I am sitting here and I realize why I am there person I am. I realize why I have been this way my whole life. I have realized by internal struggles were for Gods glory. I have always struggled with the voice in my head. Not truly knowing it was the voice of God. Its amazing how today I am 28 years old and I realize the person God has created me for. I am scared to really see the person I am going to become. I realize I am going to have to spend more and more time with God. I seen for the 2nd time(which both have been in the last month) in my life that I have potential to be a great man of God. I am beginning to see clearer. I am looking for greatness in God. I keep hearing "greater works shall ye do". I am ready to see the greater works. I am thankful for the mighty men of God in my life. I want to say I truly love ya'll. Roman.. Whoa!! Tae my empowered brother. Devain my determined brother. Tarrio my persistent brother. Reese my faith filled brother. I love the boys. I see the great things God is doing with them and for them. Brothers the best is yet to come. I don't know any group of young men that are powerhouses in God all in the same place. World watch out for these brothers. If you come into contact with these brothers your life will never be the same. I keep trying to get to last night. I just want to see God in a new light today. I wake to go beyond the veil today. The holy of holies. I want to be like Moses and see God unlike anyone else. Moses seen God's back. I want to see his hand stretched out before me. Ok I think I am ready for service last night now. OK the whole week I had been down about services from last week all week. It just I felt like something was wrong and I couldn't understand it. But thanks to my brother I did. Yesterday I was determined to not let what happened last week happen this week. I went there in prayer mode. Like God you got to move tonight. I got to church on time praise the Lord. lol.. When I got there the Pastor was praying!!! I was really not paying to much attention to him yet I knew in my spirit he was setting the atmosphere for service. When service began it was pretty God. All of a sudden the praises began to go forth. I was sitting there like ok God I see you. When people began to testify the began to praise God. I was like ok God when the atmosphere is set people have no choice but to praise you. I listen to the testimonies of how God has healed people. I began to truly be thankful. I just wanted to praise God. I hadn't shouted seem like in forever. I was determined to dance before my God. For the great things that he was going to do. I determined in my mind that this was going to be a great night!! I began to praise God as I was going so I feeling to pull to pray. I began to pray and rebuke whatever was there last week. I began to pray the God loose somethings. I begin to pray for freedom in him. I began to pray!!!! I was tried of feeling stuck in the same place. OK I think I can talk for ever and ever. OK so the pastor was trying to dismiss at about 10 something. He asked for remarks. At this moment I am hearing the voice of God. Telling me to say something. I am like God I cant do this. God why me? Lord I don't have the strength to do this. So I raised my hand for remarks. I began to speak under the unction of the Holy Ghost. Crazy isn't it. me Jayte!! lol.. But yes. I began to speak and it was becoming overwhelming. I gave the microphone back. I begin to praise God with my mind saying wow!!! When I got back to my seat. A mighty woman of God said you're not finished. I was really like blown. I know there was more to say. I went and began to minister to someone. I am like gone at this point. I am really gone at this point because of my struggle before I got up and spoke. Then after I spoke I began to question the word of God. God what if you don't do this. God what if we never hear the testimony. Lord what is the testimony happens 80 years from now. Then I remember ok God I must trust you. I am hearing God say so many things at this point. Then there was a prayer session when 2 were filled with the Holy Ghost. One. I have been waiting one for about 5 years. I already knew he had the Holy Ghost but he needed to know for his self. I am thankful for the manifestation. This is only a recap of my experiences from last night...