2012

One more day before the new year. I am very excited about the new year. I am looking forward to the new challenges. I am magnifying God for the gret things that he has already done. I am already walking in expectation. I am truly trusting that God is going to bring me through a marveolous years.God has already spoken some great things to me already. One thing has changed me life. I love this chorus. : I will never be the same again. Since my life been changed I am not the same never be the same again. I will declare some great things on my next post. I request that anyone that may read that blog to speak it outloud. I am understanding the power in the spoken word. There is life in the word that w speak. Both Good and Bad....I cant wait. I know this is going to be a tough year. I will be thinking

1:42am

Good morning and Happy Sabbath. I am wide awake right now. I know that I need to be in the bed sleep. This morning we are having Friends & Family Day at church. I am going to be so busy today but I cant sleep. I think I am nervous. I think I understand now. I went to praise team rehearsal last night and during the prayer my brother was praying all I could see was our new building. I know it only meant this is ushering us into a new level of His anointing.

I declare this is the year of the Lord. This is the year of the overflow. In this season God is going to show Himself mightily. There is a shifting in anointing. A shifting like we have never seen before. This shift will shake some to their core. "Open up your hearts to Me. In this season will I prove myself to you greatly. Trust and never doubt Me."

God I believe and love you this night.

Your servant
James

Thankful

Today was a pretty good day.I went into my normal prayer. I forgot today was corporate prayer day for STM. I could not do my normal prayer. I began to just be very thankful for everything. I was thankful for the bad more that the good. I was thankful for the things that God is going to bring us through. I began to look that those struggles and issues and realize they are going to build greatness. It is these struggles, hurts and pain that builds character,

Thoughts

I am truly thankful for another blessed sabbath that we have just entered into. I am praying the glory of God fall like never before. I praying for the anointing the heal deliver,condemn, convict.

I am going to have to speak somethings into the atmosphere:

I speak freedom in God.
I speak joy
I speak peace
I speak more love
I speak healing of the mind, heart, and body
I speak a fresh anointing to be unleashed unto God people.
I speak open hearts and open minds
I speak a new zeal
I speak the unleashing of callings and purposes
I speak the fulfillment of the promises of God
I speak to the spirit of God right now as I speak. I speak that the spirit of God will release of these things. I speak to the spirit of God to move right now. God I just want to thank you.


Lord I am thankful tonight for the people that you are placing in my life. I am thankful for every lesson learned. I am thankful for the spirit of God within me. I am thankful for the person that I have become and the man that I becoming. Lord I cant wait for the growth that is going to be taking place over the rest of my life. I am ready and willing to be the vessel God has called me to be. I am thankful for the anointing He has given me. I am ready for the next level both spiritually and temporally..

Thanks be to the Abba Father for who he is making me into.

Love you Dad!!
J

Warning

We are walking in such a prophetic season. As I was listening to Edwin Hawkins-"Marvelous" I began to be ministered to.

"Oh Zion seek my face. You have began to put your trust in things other than Me. You have put your trust in man as if it was Me. All of your time is spent trying to please man. What about Me?"

Please dont let yourself fall into that category. Always see God. Trust and Believe in the true and living God. God has been saying to me for almost a year now. I am going to start taking away the things that you hold closer than me.

Lord please show me myself daily. I want to put nothing before you.

Love you Father!!!

Betrayed

I have made it up in my heart that when something drops into my heart and mind I am going to write it out. I am learning that my words have life in them and I want to share them.
I was on my way to church this morning and I remembered feeling betrayed. I was sitting there feeling all down for something that was done and over with. I was thinking how much it hurts when people aren't honest. God began to minister to me. How many times have you not been honest with me? You have prayed and not been honest. I was in awe. It was so real. I have prayed and not been honest with God. God already knows our problems yet he wants to know that we trust him enough to tell him. Tell him so he can help you. I am learning to be totally honest with God. Prayers have been like.. OK God... I feel this... God this hurts.... God I am struggling.... God I cant do this without you...

I have made it my mission to walk in a new place this year. I am learning to walk in the place he has called me to. I am thankful today for the made up mind. I have made it up in my heart to serve God at all cost. I am praying that I am going to be all God has called me to be.

Love you all goodnight
J

Yesterday

Yesterday was one of the best and the worse days I have had in a while. I went from one emotional extreme to another. I went from hurt beyond measure to encouraged like never before. I am now grateful for my hurts and pain. I thought I was hurt for one reason but I began to speak to my sister at lunch. I was getting ready to tell her why I was hurt but then the words of God came out of my mouth. " I God see you. I know your hurt and pain. I hear you when call. I understand you hurt but I am with you". I was like wow. I know I cant control people, situations, and circumstances. I truly understand something. I am on my way to greatness but must not be distracted. Circumstances will come but keep focus. When you don't understand pray. " Seek Me" is all I am hearing right now. "Trust Me".... I am saying God I trust you. God I believe your will is perfect even though I am not. My imperfections is what makes you kingdom glorious. It's my imperfections that will draw people to Christ. My testimony will tell of your goodness. I am thankful for this revelation. Tonight as I sleep I am thankful that the spirit will be making intercessions for me. I believe tomorrow is going to be a great day. I love you all that may be reading this....Good night. 7:30 am comes very early in the morning. Pray church!!! lol
Goodnight!!!